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Imposter Syndrome

by Barbra Lica

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1.
I play D&D on Friday nights I watch Star Trek re-runs all the time And my favourite thing is waterslides in the summer When I'm nervous I make lists because Of those bullet points and rows I love And handsome boys in t-shirts make me stutter CHORUS: But what if girls like me What if girls like me could rule the world What if it was cool to be a nerd Sitting at my desk and making budgets on Excel Better than anybody else on TV If the world belonged to girls like me I'm an introvert who's out of touch I'm the last to hear the latest buzz Wouldn't know who Billie Eilish was without Ellen And I could be much better off If I wasn't always writing songs I could find a fancy office job in a second CHORUS [Instr] CHORUS
2.
If I were to start again Maybe I wouldn’t be hiding in my bed Would I make the same mistakes Or believe in myself for a change Would it all come crashing down Like it did this time around CHORUS: So I try to Hide the ways that I’m not who I used to be I’m just living out my days As the ghost of me -> unsure of this one And it’s alright - I had my turn Now it’s someone else’s candle to burn In the corner at your show I’ll be sitting back and watching you glow And I hope your path is kind That it’s not as hard to find CHORUS Now the bills are piling up like Dishes in the sink and Getting by is tougher Than anybody thinks And I’m stumbling through the city Just hoping no one knows That I’ve got this broken heart It stopped beating long ago CHORUS: So I try to Hide the ways that I’m not who I used to be I’m just living out my days With a smile on my face Just living out my days As the ghost of me As the ghost of me
3.
In 40 Years 03:03
I wanna’ play outside in the summer Forget about the voice of my mother Saying, “oh, don’t lie out in the sun” I wanna’ eat like nobody’s watching Every piece of cake in the oven Baby, no, won’t share with anyone In forty years, I wanna’ hear you say You’re still beautiful and that’ll never change See I’ve been holding on to rules That I’d love to break with you Maybe we could just let go Maybe we could just get old Gonna’ let my hair go to gray ‘n Spend the money on a long vacation We can go to anywhere we choose Gonna’ let the kids do the dishes We don’t have to be so ambitious We can sleep in every day ‘till noon In forty years, I wanna’ see your face With that same expression as on our wedding day See I’ve been holding on to rules That I’d love to break with you Maybe we could just let go Maybe we could just get old In forty years, the wrinkles on my skin Will tell the story of the places that I’ve been And wouldn’t that be something sweet You could take the ride with me Maybe we could just let go Maybe we could just get old
4.
Blue Monday 02:38
When life has got you feeling down And you need a little pick me up You only gotta look around To find yourself a little love Yeah when you feel the night's too long There's gonna be a morning light Yeah even when it all goes wrong You know that it'll be alright CHORUS: Monday, Monday's got you feeling blue You've got your walls up you can't break through Don't stay, don't stay hidden in your bed Just sing this song to yourself instead When life is like a heavy weight You need to get a helping hand Just call me I'll be on my way It doesn't have to be so bad CHORUS Take it slow Give it time Don't you know Everything'll be alright CHORUS
5.
Baby I can see you from across the room Looking down like you just can't recognize your shoes With those eyes that seem to say you need someone To take care of you Oh you must think you're fighting this alone There's a voice that sounds like yours who'd rather let it go But maybe it's okay to let someone Take care of you You don't have to be the prince in your story You don't have to hold the tears this time I remember feeling lost and lonely You made everything alright CHORUS: May I may I may I make it better Show me where to sit to share the view We can count the stars and I'll hold you in my arms I can take care of you So I'll listen to your troubles and I'll bite my tongue The microphone is yours 'til the song is sung At every turn of phrase you'll have someone To take care of you You know you're beautiful in spite of what you think Even when you're down and sad about something I'll love you anyway I'll love you anyway You don't have to be the prince in your story You don't have to hold the tears this time And for all the ways you've been there for me making everything alright CHORUS x 2
6.
It’s only the sky in blue and in white It’s only the breeze fluttering by It’s only my hand folded in yours But I couldn’t ask for anything more It’s only a day like any other day But suddenly I just know it’s you So what do you say? Don’t need the roses, the ivory dress Don’t need the house with the white picket fence Whatever may come, the good and the bad I’ll give you my heart cause it’s all that I have It’s only a day like any other day But suddenly I just know it’s you So what do you say? So what do you say? It’s only the way that time’s standing still I’m taking a leap and hoping that you will too So what do you say? So what do you say? It’s only a day like any other day...
7.
Sour Women 02:28
I think I’m past my best before And now the local corner store Will have to take me off the floor With all the other sour women I’m not sure what happened though I’m told that’s just the way it goes There comes a time when women folk Develop this bizarre condition And I should’ve seen it coming Me and all the sour women With our unashamed opinions proudly on display Uncomfortable for people who would take that pride away If this is what it’s like to be Too far beyond my sweet sixteen To be part of your groceries From here among the sour women Then take me to the discount bins With my unshaken confidence To tell it like it really is For anyone who cares to listen

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In a world where almost everyone appears to have their public image and hashtags in order, “Imposter Syndrome” explores instead an identity still in flux. Equal parts playful and sombre, these songs flip unapologetically between genres, tempos, and production styles in search of what it means to be a flawed human with big dreams, bigger feelings, and a verifiably awkward social presence…

With this newest EP, JUNO-nominated singer-songwriter-producer Barbra Lica presents her most brutally honest music to date, combining elements of Folk, RnB, Indie Pop, Jazz, and Existential Synth (not a real genre). Recorded almost entirely in home studios and cobbled together instrument by instrument, “Imposter Syndrome” represents a two-year production collaboration with some of Toronto’s most accomplished artists including James Bryan (Prozzäk, Philosopher Kings), Nicolas Tateishi (Sam Drysdale, Joanna Majoko), Christine Bougie (Bahamas, Lydia Persaud), Drew Jurecka (Dua Lipa, Jully Black), and Joel Visentin ("This American Life"). With her light-hearted dance number dedicated to girl nerdom (“Girls Like Me”), her reverie to utter defeat ("The Ghost of Me"), her gentle musings on empathy (“Take Care of You”), and her Randy Newman-esque ode to aging women (“Sour Women”), Barbra takes listeners on a rollercoaster ride of emotions and soundscapes.

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released October 7, 2022

Written by:

Track 1: Barbra Lica
Track 2: Barbra Lica & Danielle Knibbe
Track 3: Barbra Lica & James Bryan
Track 4: Barbra Lica, Danielle Knibbe & Alexandra May
Track 5: Barbra Lica & Tom Fleming
Track 6: Barbra Lica & James Bryan
Track 7: Barbra Lica

Produced by:

Track 1 & 4: Barbra Lica & Joel Visentin
Track 2: Barbra Lica & Nicolas Tateishi
Track 3 & 6: Barbra Lica & James Bryan
Track 5: Barbra Lica & Christine Bougie
Track 7: Barbra Lica & Drew Jurecka

Strings Arranging:

Track 7: Drew Jurecka

Editing:

Tracks 1 & 4: Joel Visentin
Track 2: Nicolas Tateishi
Tracks 3 & 6: James Bryan
Track 5: Christine Bougie
Track 7:Drew Jurecka

Vocals: Barbra Lica

Support Vocals for Track 1:

Contributed by: Genevieve Marentette, Sammy Jackson, Lori Cullen, Andrea Ramolo, Whitney Ross-Barris, Carole Binsky, Faith Amour, Laurent Bourque, Avery Raquel, Denielle Bassels, Chynna Lewis, Joanna Majoko, Stacey MacIntyre, Gina Pennesi, Leah Canali, Julie Mahendran, Sara Lynn Swaigen, Julia Swaigen, Grace Hightower, Evie Hightower

Synth Programming:

Tracks 1 & 4: Joel Visentin
Track 2: Nicolas Tateishi
Tracks 3 & 6: James Bryan
Track 7: Drew Jurecka

Keyboards:

Track 1 & 4: Joel Visentin

Piano:

Track 5: Joel Visentin
Track 7: Barbra Lica

Organ:

Track 3: Joel Visentin

Guitars:

Tracks 1 & 5: Christine Bougie
Track 2: Nicolas Tateishi
Tracks 3 & 6: James Bryan
Track 4: Rich Grossman

Electric Bass:

Track 4: Alex St.Kitts
Track 5: Mark Godfrey
Track 6: James Bryan

Acoustic Bass:

Track 7: Justin Gray

Drums:

Track 1: Sarah Thawer
Track 5: Joshua VanTassel
Track 6: Marito Marques

Trumpet:

Track 4: Tom Moffett

Violins,Violas:

Track 7: Drew Jurecka

Mixed by: Justin Gray @ Synthesis Sound Productions
Mastered by: Justin Gray @ Immersive Mastering

Photography by: Jen Squires
Makeup and Hair by: Sydney Desnoyers
Haircut and colour by: Jamie Potts
CD Graphics and Design by: Matilda Armstrong
8-Bit Disc Art by: Matthew Barnett


This project is funded in part by FACTOR, the Government of Canada and Canada’s private radio broadcasters.
Ce projet est financé en partie par FACTOR, le gouvernement du Canada et les radiodiffuseurs privés du Canada.

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Barbra Lica Toronto, Ontario

JUNO-nominated singer-songwriter-producer Barbra Lica has performed in theatres, clubs, and festivals across North America and Japan. Her 2018 album, You’re Fine, has amassed over 6 million streams to date on Spotify. More recently, Imposter Syndrome garnered her two 2024 Canadian Folk Music Awards nominations and took home the 2023 Ontario Folk Music Awards CMRRA Song of the Year prize. ... more

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